Know what I just did?
Quietly - in my mind - without thinking first - I prayed for a fictional character.
"God help Claire."
Who is Claire?
A girl off Lost.
LOST IS MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND!
Last night I had to go to bed not knowing what has happened to Claire.
Why did that man take her?
Is she okay?
Will she have her baby without Jack?
What is she going to do without diapers...and orajel...and a pack n play?
His neck looks awful.
I wanted him and Claire to love each other.
I tossed and turned all night in the bed.
Where is Claire?
And the baby...
This is getting ridiculous.
It's one thing to go to bed too late...lose sleep...because you're watching TV.
It's a whole other thing to not be able to sleep once you do go to bed because you are worried about a fake person on the show.
It's an entirely different thing all together if you find yourself praying for a fictional character.
Do I need counseling?