Tuesday, January 22, 2008
It's even worse than I thought.
I went to post this picture of my make-believe friends because this post is going to be all about how much I miss them...but when their picture popped up on the screen, my eyes watered up.
How pathetic and deranged is that?
I miss imaginary people.
I'm to the point of desperation.
I guess I was just living in denial last year.
But now it's hitting me.
My beloved friends, that I adore are really gone forever.
Oh...they will live on, in my memory and because I own every season of their made up lives...but...
Now I can't watch the show and figure out what is cool to wear these days.
They were my one stop spot for sensible, feminine, every day, you can wear it in the real world fashion.
I am grieving over them.
It's like, I really can't believe that life in Stars Hollow ended.
I'm afraid that life is still going on there, but no one is filming it.
If I knew where Stars Hollow was, I'd load up right now and go there.
I would go to Lukes and see him being mean, but cocky in an attractive sort of way.
Lorelai would be flirting with him, being sassy, cute and witty.
Rory would be saying something funny and so smart, I would have to go look it up.
Suki would be busy cooking something wonderful and asking Lorelai to taste it.
I want to move there and go to town meetings, make fun of all the people who go to Mrs. Patty's Dance Studio and avoid Kirk.
I miss Stars Hollow.
I need a new show.
One with friends.
One with friends, who I wish were my friends.
I won't go into it, but I do know that down deep, the root of my love affair with Gilmore Girls and Friends when they were on TV, is my profound need for community and connection.
Someone please tell me some new shows to watch!
Ones like Gilmore Girls.
I need funny friends to watch, who love each other, who wear cute clothes, and know how to accessorize.
I need a character to watch that I secretly think this about...
"If I knew this made up person in real life, we would be the best of friends. She would be in the delivery room when I have my babies and come to all my birthday lunches."
Am I the only one that does that?
Someone give me something new to watch!
And should we have a funeral or something for all the characters on Gilmore Girls?
Something official, so all of us in denial could have some closure?